In the morning I composed a "quatrain", and knowing about the postponement of the decision on December 27, I went anyway, since I will be in the hospital or in the morgue on December 27...
I stood there until the last one... Everyone left, but people were still coming up - they said they couldn't come earlier - things were urgent, but they couldn't not come at all... I was completely numb, I was about to leave, and then the RT TV channel arrived - Russia Today (broadcasting for the "cordon")... I ask, "Have you just arrived? And everyone dispersed..." They answer that this is the second time here... Well, I think they want to "brainwash" foreigners that, they say, there is no one - no one cares about the fate of Mikhail Khodorkovsky and Platon Lebedev... No, I think, "you can't bring a Russian to his knees"!.. I stood so that I was at the edge of the frame: the presenter, the journalist, me and the courthouse - that there were more people here... I don't know if I got into the frame or not... My hands, holding the sheet with the "verse", are shaking... I press them against my jacket, and the sheet goes there too... I'm calm, but I can't feel my legs- they're numb... My fingers were numb too... One thing calmed me down - the belief that I would go, at the end of the communication session, on the move and warm up...
One of them was pestering me: "How much did you get paid?" I asked him: "How many children do you have?" He says he has one son. And when asked about the apartment, he replied that he had his own house, which his parents had received in 1936... I realized that he is one of those who live off those who were destroyed at the time, and want to be destroyed now... And I want "NO POOR PEOPLE"!!!